14 May 2009
I have not been able to write on my blog for a long time. The reason is that I got caught in a vicious circle here in Leuven and when I noticed, I simply turned my mind off. No more expression, because the expression was only negative garbage. O how I wanted to curse this fucking shit-hole called Leuven (seen In Bruges? Leuven is worse), this Catholic university, the BA program, Belgium, my house, Christianity, party-students etc. etc. etc. etc. And the more I aired this anger and frustration the deeper I circled right into it. So no more writing. It worked, I stopped circling deeper into the bitterness but I also stayed at the level I had already sunken to, unable (maybe even unwilling) to swim back up. Now I am dried up, static like an Islandic rockscape, with a numbing sound of distortion in my head. Probably nobody is checking this blog anymore, and rightly so.
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